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Heartbroken, on her return from Australia in early 2004, Carrie checked herself into her very own ‘Chocolate Rehab,’ to see how she could heal her heart and once-and-for-all overcome her decade-long addiction to chocolate.
To do this, she drew upon her Life Coaching and healing skills to look deeply into her addiction that had nearly eaten away her spirit! In so doing, Carrie discovered just how deep her addiction went…
She discovered that she had been withholding pain from her early childhood, and that she had lost her spiritual connection. Also, she discovered that she had lost sight of her own relationship with herself, so was actually her own worst enemy despite outward appearances, to her family, friends and indeed coaching clients.
Whilst in Chocolate Rehab, Carrie realised that she had been hiding herself and her talents from the world :( This manifested in her literally eating her feelings of discontent mostly in the form of chocolate causing her dress size to go up and down.
It also manifested itself in her low self-esteem in her abilities and her attractiveness towards men, which caused her to fall into unhealthy relationships patterns, as well as to have periods during which she avoided them altogether out of fear of getting her heart-broken.
Surprisingly, what Carrie did discover was that the she had a 'boyfriend' in the form of chocolate which was there supporting her 24/7! She positively adored this 'boyfriend,' and was having a serious, loving relationship with it! Always on call and always ready to comfort her when needed and of course so affordable and so socially-acceptable.
Chocolate for Carrie was like an 'orgasm in a wrapper!' It was such a good friend, that whilst at University, Carrie talked about how important chocolate was in her life in her German oral examination- yes she really did!
Through her Chocolate Rehab Carrie discovered who she really was and transformed the way she felt about herself and her abilities. She also dramatically changed her view point on men, sexuality, and expressing herself! She has now fallen in love with herself, in an healthy way, and has a healthy appreciation for who she is and her skills.
Today, she is known to laugh quite a bit, to at peace with her appearance for the first time ever (!) and is happily on the look out for a hot young man! Her reconnection to her spirit, has helped her enjoy life so much more and enabled her to feel good about herself whatever her dress size, her relationship status, or frankly whatever is happening in her life!
Of course, life happens to Carrie and problems and challenges present themselves to her, but it hardly stops her in her tracks like it used to. She has more energy than she’s ever had and does indeed occasionally eat chocolate, the difference being that she is not desperate for it to medicate her as she previously was.
The 'orgasmic feel' of chocolate is how she feels about herself and life coupled with her unstoppable belief in herself and her talents and open-hearted desire to connect and help other ladies in the world feel this amazing without a dependency on chocolate!
She has developed her unique 12-step Chocolate Rehab Programme to help other women stop their chocolate addition once-and-for-all too, and to fall in love with themselves and take their focus away from chocolate as being the only source of pleasure, one chunk at a time!
Her programme will help to transform participants lives and help them to feel 'orgasmically good' about who there are and their abilities so as to create an exciting and fulfilling life, that is less about chocolate and more about them becoming who they are destined to be; through bringing into being their most gorgeous, heart-led, soul-fulfilling ideas and dreams into reality.
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